Currently Listening A Rush of Blood to the Head By Coldplay The Scientist see related

I was just changing my profile in Friendster (again?!). Hahaha, para palaging bago. Wala na rin kasing magawa. I'm stuck here in school up until 5pm. And to think, it's still 2:27pm to be exact. Tagal pa, shet!

Anyway, I'm currently texting Danica who happens to be super super windang na. Hay, kaya kayo, hindi dapat nagpa-pot ha. Hehehehe, masama yun.

Today was fairly okay. Hindi ko na masyadong namimiss si Renn. Pero kapag tumitingin pa rin ako sa phone palaging dumadaplis sa isipan ang nakaraan. Hahahaha, nakana, ang corny!

Anyway.

Have to study na rin for the final exams. Bukas papasok na ako ng CHEMTWO. Sana makita ko na yung test paper. Para ma-compute ko na yung kailangan kong grade for the final exams. And yung mga requirements na kailangan na ring tapusin. Hay. TQM na lang. Bullshit!

Anyway.

Friendster na lang muna ng Friendster. Hahaha, galante na ako ngayon dahil nagpapa-ulan na ako ng testi. Hehehem, malapit na kasi ang pasko. One reason kung bakit DAPAT MASAYA.

Bukas may jamming kami ng kapatid ko. May jamming din kami ni Shari. Hahahaha, humanda kayo mga taga-Prov, dadayo na ang mga singing sensation. Hahahahahahaha. Yikes! Parang demonyo! Hahaha.

Anyway.

Di ko na tuloy alam kung anong uunahin ko, yung jamming ba o yung inuman? Hmmm, parehas naman silang makakapagpalimot sa problema yun nga lang mas wholesome yung isa.

Hoooray, walang pasok sa Thursday! Tapos may treat pa si Calvin sa Friday! Hahahahahahaha, ayos ito!

Currently Listening American Idiot By Green Day Wake Me Up When September Ends see related

I think it's time to reveal my heart's pain and anguish.

During the last three days, I really felt miserable. Having to consider a break-up, it really pains me until now. God, grabe, sobrang incapacitated ako. Nevertheless, my left and right brain still remains intact.

Just when I thought na nakita ko na "siya", saka na naman uli biglang naglaho. Damn it, was it my fault? Again? Ano bang kasalanan ko sa Earth?

Anyway, sabi nga ni Shari, "kung hindi siya para sa'yo, hindi talaga, huwag kang mag-alala, Vivs, may darating pang mas higit sa kanya". Cliche when you really think about it. Kaso, ano pa nga bang magagawa?

Sa totoo lang, hindi naman talaga ako galit. Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit ako nasaktan dahil kung tutuusin, hindi naman kami naging ganon katagal. In fact, siya na yung pinakamaikling naging karelasyon sa tanan ng buhay ko.

But why these tears?

Honestly, hindi ko talaga alam. During these short time na naging kami, I really can't help but say that he did get into my system. Breathe in, breathe out.

So much with the mushy stuff.

I guess...

I am still holding on to what I believed was the truth.

I am living in lies, shedding tears for the parodious love.

Hurt me so I may not feel.

Currently Listening Dramachine - Philippine Tagalog Music CD Kwarto see related

I just posted at Hale's yahoogroups. Hehehe, hindi na made-deny na sobrang kabado ko na. Heee, naliligalig ako, lalo na't palapit na ng palapit yung gig namin. Hay, kaya yan, Vivi.

Anyway, ang daming mang yayari sa araw na yun, quiz ko sa CHEMTWO, quiz ko sa HUBEHOR, tapos susunduin ko pa si Jami, tapos gig tapos magkikita pa kami ni Renn. Hay naku, baka talagang magmukha na akong adik nito.

Pero astig ngayong week, pumapayat na ako. Yehey! Mabuhay ang saging! Hahahaha.

I was practicing vocalizations na and kinakabisado ko na rin yung mga lyrics. Minsan pala mahirap rin maging bokalista. Pressure. Kakanta ka na, mag-eentertain ka pa ng audience. Tapos ako pa ang napiling gumawa nun e napaka"mahiyain" ko kaya, hahahaha, wala yatang naniniwala.

Our "new" band's name is Avenue. Maganda naman pakinggan eh. Bakit nga ba Avenue na? Kasi napalitan yung isang bandmate namin, si Chito yung lead guitar, tapos hindi na rin naman kami dun nagpapractice kaya senseless naman kung yun pa rin yung pangalan namin. New addition namin si Jami, ang aming cute na bahista, nagkatagpo lang kami nung Monday actually. Nagpapractice kami nina Prince nun, ang former bassist na lead guitarist na, and heaven sent yata kasi tamang timing na dumating rin sila (classmate ng kapatid ko at si Jami). Eh wala talaga kaming bahista na makuha kaya ako naman itong si makapal ang mukha, hahaha, inaya ko na itong si Jami. Sayang eh, minsan ka lang bigyan ng biyaya ng panginoon. Pero going back dun sa meaning ng band name, kaya siya avenue kasi sa kanto ng kalsada kami nabuo. Dun ko napa-oo si Jami, hahaha, napa-oo talaga yung word eh, ano yun ligaw? Hahahaha, anyway, yun nga.

Sobrang kinakabahan na talaga ako.

When all else fails...

I still believe that God will be always there to turn to.

AVENUE™

Currently Listening Yellow, Pt. 2 By Coldplay Yellow see related

It's 12:20 in the morning.

I don't know what's happening. I suddenly lost track of time. Suddenly, people had their own lives and me, I was suddenly left out, suddenly useless.

It just doesn't seem right. Not fair at all.

Renn and I just got together today. Then tonight, I don't know. But there's definitely something wrong. I don't want to know. I have so many things to think about.

December 2 will be a big day for us (me, Prince, Chito and Paulo) as we're having our first ever major gig in Eastwood. Cool. It will be my first time to jam with them and I'm really feeling queasy, clammy, hahaha, baka hindi na ako makapag-guitar.

Jayson and Renn are coming. I hope Shari will too. Kaso medyo malabo pa rin. But I think Renn was really serious about coming. But then, he's not talking to me right now. Not at all. I really wonder why cause it's really annoying.

I'm currently listening to Coldplay. Astig talaga. Ang galing ng vocalist. Super. Idol. We're gonna do covers for Coldplay, The Scientist to be exact. Hehehe, God help me.

Tonight will be a long night too cause we're (my mom and I) not going home. We'll be spending the night here in Ortigas Center. Sayang nga lang at tapos na yung Oktoberfest. Hehehe, but then, I would've liked to lie down my bed. Awww. i'm really tired.

I guess I would just have to study the night away. 30 days to go before Christmas. 30 days to go before...